re: this is not a test.

i am not the only one who has to deal with the decisions i make.
the decisions to be rude, or mean, or to not forgive, or to be so unhappy and miserable, or to dwell on the negative.
maybe there are a lot of decisions i could have made that would have made my life a lot easier. but they also would have meant i wouldn’t have gotten to experience life to it’s fullest, i wouldn’t have grown, i wouldn’t have known what real love actually felt like.
i would take all of the pain and heartache in the world if it meant i could keep what i have and what i’ve been given. i would go through every hurt and painful thing imaginable if it meant i got to keep the true love i’ve been given in my life.
i would die a thousand deaths if it meant my actions would never hurt another person.
especially the person i’ve chosen to spend the rest of my life with.
i would live in the middle of nowhere, without a posession to my name, not knowing a soul – if it meant i got to spend the rest of my life with john halsey.

these things are true. and these are the things in my life i’m going to choose to focus on.


About Rachel Halsey

i'm like a faucet that leaks, but there is comfort in the sound.

One response to “re: this is not a test.

  1. we are going to be connected all over the interweb!
    i love your photos. we need to go shoot soon!

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