3:01 pm

i just wish i would stop feeling so up and down all the time
and i really wish you would stop giving me reasons to hope, then letting me down
i really do want things to be better, i want myself to be better, because i’m so tired of trying, and falling, and failing

i miss the warm weather and bright nights
i miss the beach more than anything
i miss the uncertainty, and the innocence
i miss bullmoose music
and george
and my sisters
and my bed

and pretty soon, i’m going to forget who i once was, and who i loved to be

and i really don’t want to have babies for years and years and years


About Rachel Halsey

i'm like a faucet that leaks, but there is comfort in the sound.

One response to “3:01 pm

  1. burnthetreehouse

    my darling
    are so beautiful.
    and if it helps, i miss bullmoose too :[

    but i love you. and you are still the loveliness that you were. and i see that now more than ever.

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